char_lottie

Tonight i went to my grandparents house and taught my grandma how to use the laptop that my cousins gave them. Its weird though, you start thinking about all the seemingly crazy things that YOUR grandkids are going to have when you're a grandma/grandpa. We'll be all like ' in my day, kids had to (insert everyday activity here)' 
I have to say i'm pretty excited with what they're going to come up with. 

it will be an adventure.



and, i love my grandma<3

Mmmmmmm today way pretty much really good.

i had math class, and then spare, and then homeroom (we basically sat there and did NOTHING), then we had a christmas assembly. Ally and I sung 'Do You Hear What I Hear'. it went really well. which was kinda awesome. i love her.

then my darling jameson picked me up, and we went to his house, and his mom spazed out and basically accused james of smoking pot in his room. which was really funny, cause we weren't. then i had a shower which was nice... cause i was sorta really dirty. and then we exchanged gifts.. he was SOOO sweet :)

(L)(L)(L)(L)

 

well i have to buy my darling darling darling eric a gift. I don't really know what to get her/him. cause like we havent' hung out it like 203925438651956 years. aka ERIC DARLING WHAT DO YOU WANT????

 

LOVE YOU ALL!(L)

 

---i don't want a lot for christmas, there is just one thing i need. and i don't care about the presents underneath the christmas tree. I don't need to hang my stocking there upon the fire place, santa clause wont make me happy with a toy on christmas day,  I just want you for my own, more than you could ever know. Make my wish come true, all I want for Christmas is YOU <3.---

*he makes me so happy*

Thanks to Emily:)
8 firsts...
first best friend: Francesca Hill
first kiss: James Struthers, in a church.. hahaha
first screen name: lottie_999
first pet: umm pet sea monkeys.. and no i didn't name them.
first piercing: ears
first crush: this guy called micheal or something.. i was 8
first cd: brittany spears
first place you had sex: ------------------ that's a secret.

7 lasts...
last cigarette: at boston pizza.. like last week
last alcoholic beverage: uhh cielle's party..?? i think. i love vodka.
last car ride: yesterday
last movie seen: part of fight club... REALLY BAD MOVIE
last phone call: allykins
last cd played: hilary duff!!!!
last place you had sex: a bed

6 have you evers....
have you ever dated one of your best friends: no
have you ever broken the law: yup
have you ever been arrested: nope
have you ever skinny dipped: Haha.. yaww.. I MISS KATHRYN!
have you ever been on tv: haha me and my brother were once.. at my cabbin!! haha :( i miss him

5 things....
5 things you're wearing: sweat pants, a sweater, a shirt, panties, and socks
5 things you did yesterday: went to dance, talked to ally, fought with my mom,kissed marlena, had math class.
5 things you can't live without: ally, marlena, music, underwear, and cake... and my mom
5 places you've been: england, kenora, rose isle, barbedos (sp?) and i've NEVER been to the states.

4 favorite things/people in NO order
1.kraft dinner
2.ally
3.my drivers licence
4.food in general

3 people you can tell anything to
1. ally
2. marlena
3. anne

2 choices...
1. black or white: black
2. hot or cold: hot

1 thing you want to do before you die: bunji jumping

<3




:)

i really miss bus boy.

what an awesome guy he was.. i was such an idiot.. oh man.

So homecoming was good.






i have to say.. i don't really remember much





just taylor.. and emily of course! :O

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."

I GOT MY GREENDAY TICKETS!!!

my loverly little curtis got them for me, so i'm happy.

My day is gonna suck.. but oh well.. i now have time to buy things that need to be bought. So thats ok i guess. I don't know how im gonna buy these things with the ZERO money i have right now. plus i now owe christine's dad $120. oh well i'll figure it out.

im off to do homework, that i have no idea how to do. :(

xoxo

I Have Kissed Someone:

on the cheek.
on the lips.
on their hands or fingers.
in my room.
in their room.
of the same sex.
of the opposite sex.
younger then me.
older than me.
with jet black hair.
with curly hair.
with blonde hair & brown eyes.
with blonde hair & blue eyes.
with flaming red hair.
with straight hair.
smaller/shorter than me.
bigger/taller than me.
with a lip ring.
who was drunk.
who was high.
who I had just met.
who was homosexual.
who I didn't really want to kiss.
on a holiday.
who was going out with someone close to me.
who was my good friend's brother or sister.
who had been/is in jail.
in a graveyard.
at a show/concert.
at the beach.
in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water.
who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with.
with dyed hair.
with a shaved head.
who was/is my good friend.
who was/is in a band.
who has tattoos.
who is of a completely different race than me.
in the rain.
in a snowstorm

in another continent besides where I was born.
with an accent.
with an std.
on a boat.
in a car/taxi/bus.
on a plane.
at the circus/carnival.
with a missing body part.
in the movies.
eskimo style.

wow... i like kissing guys... alot... and girls! lol

So I just wanted EVERYONE to know that Steve sucks AAAALLLLLOOOOOTTTT!

Have a nice day!!

SO.. im fairly excited at the moment.... because I GET TO GO SNOWBOARDING TOMORROW!!! wahooooooo. so im excited.. but steve's being a dick.. and is not acting very excited.. which is stupid... oh well he's a boy, so i guess he's excused.

So yeah... and i ALMOST forgot.. but i didn't MY oh so loverly beloved Christine is over at the moment. and we are having fun flirting with random guys so thats quite enjoyable.

So i donno if i have updated about my new years but if i didn't.. IT SUCKED COCK... so eyah i didn't do anything.. i wanted to go to a party but no my mother wouldn't let me.. i'll try not to go into that.. so yeah i ended up going to bed and then sleeping in till 5pm... :S

Ok well im tired.. so i'm going.. IM SO EXCITED AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I am so amazingly bored its unexplainable...

someone help me...

please

:(

Wow. yeah so i haven't updated in like 1098356382059327958263958 years, so i am updating...for marlena... cause she's getting mad at me. so here is my update . . . . . ok so hmmm i have no idea what to say cause i don't know what the last thing i said was. oh wait i figured it out.

ok so yeah my hair is starting to fade now so it sorta looks like shit but thats ok. I'm debating on weather or not i should re-dye it or just let it go back to blonde.... tell me people.. what do i do??? If you don't know what it looks like dark go to marlena's LJ cause she has pics and i don't...

Hmmmm so i'm haveing a really boring time with my love life, cause i don't seem to have one at the moment so any suggestions there would be appreciated! :) I saw chris today. its so weird seeing him cause its just very very awkward but i guess thats what i get for breaking up with him :S oh man life sucks

Oh and that reminds me, in reference to my entry that said 'this sucks' it was in reference to my "love life" during the play, which there actually wasn't any but you know. It was really confusing and i wont type it all now cause people don't like reading huge big entries so i will type it some other time.

I actually can't wait until Christmas. I love Christmas so much but i have to work on a social essay thats gonna be huge so that just sorta ruins the holidays, along with the &#$%(@&#%( exams so yeah ok don't have anything else to say

SO! I'm a big idiot and I don't update for like 6 months at a time.

How about that!?

So Marlena is over right now...totally awesome.

She's so cool.

OKAY COMMENT AND TELL ME HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME...aka Marlena.

BYE!

<3

this sucks

WOW...so i dyed my hair today...:S yeah it wasn't a complete success.. I went to Hil's house to do it and andi helped me with it...Hil suplied the towels... so yeah we dyed it and guess what... MY HAIR IS RED.. and no i don't mind red hair seeing as i dyed it red in gr. 8 but i didn't want red hair this time...i wanted brown. So maybe i'll dye it again, but this time i'll make sure its brown with nooooo red in it. It's only a wash out dye but still it sucks...Hil and Andi both said they like it so that made me happy but still...I'm not too happy about this.
WHAT DO I DO??? dye it darker or leave it?

do you ever feel like your loosing your best friends?
all of them drifting off to other people..
you, left standing alone in the middle
surounded by groups of huddling laughing girls
you move towards one of the groups and they accept you
but then you find your not really accepted.. your just endured
your just there...an extra to them
what do you do?
work for your old friends
or stand being 'endured'?